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I'm not your dad, nor am I *telling* you what to do. I'm sharing what I've learned in *my* own personal experience, nothingmore. As my Mom used to tell me, "You do what you want to-- you will anyway." And, that's true of us all. Just trying to help you because I like you, but just like my handling the Avatar themes, and most everything else in my life, I never seem to learn that truly, "No good deed goes unpunished." Good luck to you, my friend. I've hardly been out of this chair all day, got stuff to do, and it's past midnight here.
I understand... I have a *whole* list of songs I could share that 'drew' me to them because I relate so much. "Fixed at Zero" by Versaemerge; "Fade to Black" by Metallica; "Fallen" by Sarah McLachlan, and dozens more. The point is, listening to those nonstop, from experience, doesn't make me *feel* any better, it only perpetuates the depression & darkness.
You hang in there friend. One more that an *older* counselor (RIP) and dear friend tried hard to impart to me:
"Things tend to work out as they are supposed to. Don't fret so much about problems and everything; just enjoy the journey."